Saturday, February 25, 2012

Poem - Describe


Perfection
There is no such thing
There is beauty, bravery,
Honor, caring, and loving
Perfection is in the eyes
Of the beholder
No everyone can be the same
Every person is their own
Perfection does not exist
Don’t try and convince me it does
My view can be way different
Just a word made by humans
A word to describe
Based solely on opinion
Useless when used due to lack of viewpoint
Loving, caring, beauty, bravery, honorable
Words to describe

Monday, January 2, 2012

Poem - Bottle it Up

Bottling it up
No one shall know
So much pain and hurt
Not even silence heals it
Faking the biggest smile
Hoping know one sees right through
Keeping it all to myself
A secret to share with no one
Just bottled up inside
Behind these lying eyes

Poem - Close By

I love you so much but can’t say it
Say it with the right meaning
You are so much more to me
A stronghold and refuge
I say it all the time, I love you
You stole a part of me without knowing
My heart has been taken over
Why can’t you see?
In the way I look at you
I am lost without you here
Just hold my hand again
Tell me it will be alright
Steal a second glance at me
Pick me up when I feel down
Tell me all the right things
I hope to say it soon
But I probably won’t
I don’t want things to end
Being my friend is good enough
Just don’t slip away
Don’t vanish from my sight
I need you close
Rescue me from this pain
Rescue me from all this worry

Saturday, November 5, 2011

Lioness

The grass hides the predator.  Only part of her face can be seen.  Her eye, golden brown, shows her focus.  The tall golden grass flows in the wind as the lioness lays in wait, her fur keeps her hidden, blending in, even as the grass blows.  Across the watering hole the gazelles graze silently.  Their ears twitch and they start to look around.  The lioness still lays in wait, not a muscle moving.  The gazelles continued to graze as the lioness starts to move to the other side of the watering hole.  She quickly moved to the other side and some of the gazelles raised their heads; not seeing the lioness coming so close.  She crouched down and got ready to pounce. The gazelles started to move away from their spot; out of the sense of fear.  The lioness pounced then; attacking the closest gazelle.  The rest run across the watering hole.  Hoofs hitting the rocks and water splashing; they ran full speed across the water.  The gazelles left the weakest to be killed. When the lioness pounced, claws extended, ripped into the flesh of the gazelle.  Teeth tore into the neck and one bite it was dead.  The lioness picked up the gazelle in her mouth and carries it back to her cubs.  As the lioness gently places the gazelle on the ground, the cubs pounce on the food almost instantly.  They start at the stomach, eating whatever they get to first.  The blood pooled around the gazelle and covered the fur of the cubs.  The lioness is lays close by with a watchful eye on her cubs.  In her eye, you can tell she senses something wrong.  Another lioness is stalking in the nearby tall grass.  Food has been scarce and she was looking for something for her cubs.  The lioness moves closer to her cubs and her fresh kill.  She circles the group a few times and starts a low growl.  As the other lioness comes closer, she leaps towards her and lets out a growl.  The other lioness turns and runs off; knowing her place in the pride.  The other lioness stays crouched down in the grass far off.  Once the cubs start playing with the gazelle’s parts, the lioness helps herself to some fresh meat.  Once she is done, she cleans her paws and grabs her cubs one-by-one and cleans the blood off their fur.  Glancing around the savannah, each animal has their own space and their own way of surviving.

Sunday, October 23, 2011

Poem - Music

As the violin keeps on chanting
Guitars are being plucked
Music flows into my ears
No note going unmissed
Just like a symphony surrounding my head
Timpani drums keep the rhythm
The high notes covered by the flutes
Hard notes from the tubas coming up from behind
Directing the waves through a simple hand motion
Louder and softer the music comes in
Telling a simple story through the rise and the fall
Music keeps the rhythm of my heart

On the Spot - Lioness

The grass hides the predator.  Only part of her face can be seen.  Her eye, golden brown, shows her focus.  The tall golden grass flows in the wind as the lioness lays in wait, her fur keeps her hidden, blending in, even as the grass blows.  Across the watering hole the gazelles graze silently.  Their ears twitch and they start to look around.  The lioness still lays in wait, not a muscle moving.  The gazelles continued to graze as the lioness starts to move to the other side of the watering hole.  She quickly moved to the other side and some of the gazelles raised their heads; not seeing the lioness coming so close.  She crouched down and got ready to pounce. The gazelles started to move away from their spot; out of the sense of fear.  The lioness pounced then; attacking the closest gazelle.  The rest run across the watering hole.  Hoofs hitting the rocks and water splashing; they ran full speed across the water.  The gazelles left the weakest to be killed. When the lioness pounced, claws extended, ripped into the flesh of the gazelle.  Teeth tore into the neck and one bite it was dead.  The lioness picked up the gazelle in her mouth and carries it back to her cubs.  As the lioness gently places the gazelle on the ground, the cubs pounce on the food almost instantly.  They start at the stomach, eating whatever they get to first.  The blood pooled around the gazelle and covered the fur of the cubs.  The lioness is lays close by with a watchful eye on her cubs.  In her eye, you can tell she senses something wrong.  Another lioness is stalking in the nearby tall grass.  Food has been scarce and she was looking for something for her cubs.  The lioness moves closer to her cubs and her fresh kill.  She circles the group a few times and starts a low growl.  As the other lioness comes closer, she leaps towards her and lets out a growl.  The other lioness turns and runs off; knowing her place in the pride.  The other lioness stays crouched down in the grass far off.  Once the cubs start playing with the gazelle’s parts, the lioness helps herself to some fresh meat.  Once she is done, she cleans her paws and grabs her cubs one-by-one and cleans the blood off their fur.  Glancing around the savannah, each animal has their own space and their own way of surviving.

Monday, September 5, 2011

Classroom

There is always that one person in class; the one no one really knows.  They seem studious and sometimes way to focused on the class.  They sit in the back of the room and keep up with all the notes.  They put forth very little effort but still pass with an A.  This quiet kid is unapproachable, he can be hostile towards the people who try and be nice.  They maintain a smile on their face but it seems shallow.  The smile sends a chill down my spine.  No one dares to think about what happened to their childhood; nothing good could have happened to them.  I see him in the lunch room with the same smile on his face.  He picks at his food like every other student but he seems less likely to eat it.  Even when I see him around the school that evil smile is on his face.
This kid isn’t alone we discovered the day he trapped us in our math class.
It all began when he started laughing.  The teacher stopped talking and the whole room turned around.  He sat there laughing and laughing; eyes gone wide and mouth open wide.
All of a sudden he stopped. He sat silently and stared right at the teacher.  He slowly stood up from the chair; climbed up on the desk and started walking across the desk tops.  He pulled a small gun out of his pocket.  The whole room started to panic, we were all uneasy.  As he walked, he said “Now, now, now…Let’s see who is in control now.  As everyone panics, I remain calm.  Everything will be fine, as long as you listen.”
He jumped from the desks on the last work and walked up to the white board.  The teacher started towards the window, shaking and unable to grasp the window.
“STOP! You haven’t heard my rules yet.  Why do you want to leave so quickly?  You will have fun today,” he turned around and leaned on the board as he tapped the fun on the board.  His speech was dripping with enjoyment.
He turned around quickly and started scrawling on the board:
Rules of my Classroom
1. My word is law
2. Decisions are important to life
3. You will decide your fate
4. Break my rules and your fate is decided
As he placed the marker down, the clang rang around the room.  Many people started to panic but no one moved.  He looked at everyone and started to smile again.
“Does everyone understand?”  He asked as he spread his arms out ad paced the front of the room, gun grasped in his right hand.
“No questions? Good, now the first decision.  Let’s pair up,” he said as he stood still in the center of the room, hands behind his back.
No one moved, he said pair up but my muscles wouldn’t allow me to.  I stood still but let my eyes connect to my best friend’s.  She moved closer as he boomed “Pair up!”
Everyone shifted around until they had a partner.  “Good, now let’s play a game.  I want one person to grab a pencil, any pencil will do,” he paused to watch everyone grab a pencil, “good, now if you didn’t get a pencil, well I am sorry.”
Everyone started to panic.  I had the pencil in my hand and my friend was looking at it.  I took the pencil and hit it in my pocket.  I wanted to know what was next.
“The game involves the act of murder.  I know we are all good people,” laughing through his sentence, “But now it is time to decide, is your life better than theirs.  Someone will die in the next few minutes in each group or I will kill you both,” he said with no thought.
I looked at the pencil and then back at my friend.  I lunged at her at once.  I decided then and there I wasn’t going to die today.  I started stabbing that simple yellow pencil into her chest.  She scratched me and pulled my hair.  She tried to fight back but finally i got that yellow pencil into her chest.  That last scream made me come back to reality.
He laughed at the front of the room.  I looked around and there were bodies everywhere.  One person from every group was left standing, many shaking yet I was fine.  I was just covered with blood.
He was pleased with our actions and said “Good job, you are of a higher mind, a better person in all actuality.  Being selfish doesn’t make you a bad person; it made you a living person in my classroom.”
Our teacher started to head back to the door.  “Ah, ah, ah…..” we all hear as he starts towards the door.  He pulls out a pencil from his pocket and caught her in the temple.
“We are down to 14 people; does anyone else want to leave?”
No one could move, but the one girl in the front who was crying.  She rushed the door and he let her cling to the door.
He came up behind her and placed his hands on her back.  He slowly lowered his hands on her waist and quietly said “Do you really want to leave after what happened to our teacher?”
She whimpered in reply and tried the door handle again.  He just stood there holding her waist.  His face was close to her ear and he continued to whisper in her ear.  I could hear nothing of their conversation.  She finally stood still.  He lifted his hand to move the hair away from her ear and then followed the curve of her body as his hands fell.  He slopped his hand back into his pocket.
I diverted my eyes before anything else happened.  I heard a light thud and I peeked through my hair at the scene.  He body was lying on the ground, blood pooling from her temple.
He walked back of the front of the room, “Move the desks to the wall,” he demanded, gun now back in his hand in his hand, pointing it at all of us.  We all listened and moved quickly.  As soon as every desk lined the walls, we gathered into the center.
“I want everyone to sit in a circle facing the inside,” he said with a mysterious tone.
We all moved silently into a circle.  I was looking directly at one of the guys in my class.  His face showed he wasn’t afraid but his eyes lied.
“Close your eyes,” I heard from behind me.  “We are going to tell something about ourselves now.  I mean a secret of a sort, something no one knows about you,” he said, his voice traveling around the room.
My eyes remained closed as someone started talking.  “I have not secrets,” I hear from the other side of the circle.  I knew something happened when I heard a grunt form the same place.  I toned out the rest of the talk until it was near me.  I got hit in the back; I guess it is my turn to talk, “I have thought of killing everyone before.”
He continued walking around.  I toned out the rest of the secrets.
“Open your eyes,” spoken into my ear.
I look around and everyone else is dead, blood pooled everywhere.
The bell to change classes rings all around.