As I sit on the computer I wonder what silence is. Is the absence of sound or is it the meaning of new life. I wonder this topic so very much. How can silence make a change in how I think so will it bring upon new thoughts. I hope to pass this time so very quickly and make a new thing out of this silence. I am not sure what brought me to this silence. Was it the end of life or the passing of time? I pray for just the passing of time but I have a feeling that it is the end of life. My life ended so fast that I don't even remember the end of it. I will sit in this in between till I find what I need to do next. There is no life after death so far and I am unsure of a future here. I am lost in this place. There is nowhere for me to go and nothing for me to do. I walk amongst my old friends but no one notices me here. I am just gone from their lives like I was never there. Why doesn't anyone miss me and why doesn't anyone look for me? Have I never been alive? Was I one with the living at one time? I miss how I was once loved and cared for and now no one cares. I am a ghost left to walk on this world. A ghost that has no point left in its life. I hope to pass the time away and make myself something. There is nothing for a ghost to do but wonder how life can continue on this way. I can only be lost when everyone forgets who I am.
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