Story - On the Spot #2

As I sit on the computer I wonder what silence is.  Is the absence of sound or is it the meaning of new life. I wonder this topic so very much.  How can silence make a change in how I think so will it bring upon new thoughts.  I hope to pass this time so very quickly and make a new thing out of this silence.  I am not sure what brought me to this silence. Was it the end of life or the passing of time?  I pray for just the passing of time but I have a feeling that it is the end of life.  My life ended so fast that I don't even remember the end of it.  I will sit in this in between till I find what I need to do next.  There is no life after death so far and I am unsure of a future here.  I am lost in this place.  There is nowhere for me to go and nothing for me to do.  I walk amongst my old friends but no one notices me here.  I am just gone from their lives like I was never there.  Why doesn't anyone miss me and why doesn't anyone look for me?  Have I never been alive?  Was I one with the living at one time?  I miss how I was once loved and cared for and now no one cares.  I am a ghost left to walk on this world.  A ghost that has no point left in its life.  I hope to pass the time away and make myself something.  There is nothing for a ghost to do but wonder how life can continue on this way.  I can only be lost when everyone forgets who I am.

Poem - Walls

Towering over me, staring down on me
Trying to stand up taller
I just keep falling down

I lay here all alone
A wall forming all around
No one to lend me a single hand

There is no way out of here
My head is spinning with the same thoughts
I keep running in the same circles

I am all alone at the bottom
Walls closing in to cut off air
Smaller and smaller I feel

There is nothing but the walls
Looking far off is the sky
To far too see when I can’t touch it

Farther and farther the sky goes
I am still all alone on the ground
No where to run, no where to hide

I lay here and wait
Waiting for the time to come
Waiting for these walls to fall

Comments

I have written more things down but either lost them or am to lazy to post them. If you haven't had a chance please try and read my horror story and tell me what you think.  I am still working on the beginning of the story and I think I am going to add an ending from yet again another person's point of view.  Keep reading.

Poem - Look Up

You are there through it all
Hope and dreams inspired by you
I look up at you with my great big eyes
You make up my world
Your everything I could dream of
But yet you are more
You help when I am down
You inspire me to go harder
When I say "I can't"
You say "Yes you can" and pick me up
You get me to stand on two feet
You get me to do what is right
The world revolves around you
Your the one I look up to
Your my inspiration
 My great big eyes look up to you

Poem - Inside

Fogging up my sight
Unknown kind of path
All I know is this is right

I wipe away the frown
Just to draw myself a new face
Can I hide behind this lie?

Smile drawn on this face
Eyes designed to portray a smile
Shallow smile, easy give away

We talk and you know
My voice shakes
My eyes let loose

The first tear to fall
My smile breaks
Your arms around me

I know I will be alright
I let this roll of my shoulder
I let my heart spill at your feet

You don't let go
My tears have stopped
Whispered words fill my ears

"It's alright, it's alright"
It doesn't hurt as much
You take it all away

Your holdmy secret
You know my pain
Just keep me from my sorrow

Poem - Summer

I miss the melody in you voice
    The shine in you eyes
The way your hand fits in mine
    but this is too good to be true

I watch you walk across the beach
    you rest so close to me in the sand
I smile at your happiness and you hold me close

How does the summer end so soon?
    Why must this be the nearing end?
Lets watch the waves crash and the sun set
    on this peaceful summer night.

Let the memories go on as a rerun in my head
    Smiles and laughs to be forgotten
It was just a summer fling
    but of a summer too short.

Comments

I am glad that my blog is being read by a few people. Tell me how you like the new background.  I have been sitting against a wall of writers block for awhile so not that many new stories are being written.  There have been some poems here and there but I am trying.
Check out these blogs too. 
http://www.abarcher.blogspot.com/ and http://www.colorsofwhitelight.blogspot.com/
These two offer some awesome writing as well.